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yet im still lazy to update ._.

afterall doing the LAST MINUTE WORK  is my favorite… i just cant avoid from it…

for those who are having the same group for assignment.. sry ya.. it’s my way to do work.. i can’t avoid from it…

change it?  of course not now XD
erm..  maybe next time, tomorrow ? next week ? 3 months later? 4 years later? or an amount of days with a lying "8" within it?
(hmm. something like this?– > ∞)

thx to ah hae, he get it from google, although im not noticed it until now:

http://www.google.com/tisp/
erm, dont know this link still works or not..

it’s  Google’s april fool trick: fast wireless broadband, connect via sewer ( to be exact, is connect to jamban in ur house) and tat site makes like a real one, got faq, some press article and even the procedure procedure of instal XD

#    Google TiSP (BETA) is a fully functional, end-to-end system that
provides          in-home wireless access by connecting your commode-based TiSP
wireless router to one of thousands of TiSP Access Nodes via
fiber-optic cable strung through your local municipal sewage lines. # (Google, 07)

Google, u really got me XD i LOL of it really very hard!

some other google’s april fool works past few years:

http://www.google.com/romance/
http://www.google.com/googlegulp/
http://www.google.com/jobs/lunar_job.html
http://www.google.com/technology/pigeonrank.html
http://www.google.com/mentalplex/

deleted all my computer games few months ago, but now tak boleh tahan d

I WANT PLAY GAME xD !!(any nice game recommended?)

(shoot, next week exam~! still wan game ..)

i thought Cyberia Crescent would be nice place to stay, although there is no electricity in kitchen ( i dont cook), tat wat wat dato datin ( our owner) promised us to install curtain is just a crap, no refrigerator, too expensive for a small, tiny shared room, partly furnish ( some almost broken chairs some of them  broken, lousy quality table and bed), im still do not think bout to stay at other place. until the black out happened on 22 Mac, i  change my mind, totally…

yeap, as usual, i spent my time infont of my laptop, and then " poof!", everything on the screen was gone. I thought is just a simple electricity checking ( that tnb guy paste a notice about it inside the elavator, stated twenty something of mac, not really remembered d date, since someone tear it off) So , i can only just goto school , quite earlier than before ( u see, i not tat kind of guy who like to go class in time)

later on i back from school, bout 6.30pm, is a raining day. my roomate back on the time as well (erm, abit earlier than me, actually :p). So we open the door, switch on the pendaflour, then open the extension wire ( for computer) . Ok, something was happening. once the computer switch is open, something flash, once.

"u saw something , right?" asked my roomate.

"nah, is just lighting outside."

He didnt believe it, and try to on the computer switch once again. I was wrong, is not lightening outside, is our lamp flashing @.@

"wow"

looks like the lamp is short of electric, since that it is a new building, the power supply will not be that stable. ( my roomate just blow off a desktop power supply few months ago due to it)

So we start to check each lamp , one by one. The more lamp we on, the weaker the brightness in my room. after opened afew lamp , it  "poof" again, another black out. this one is slightly different from the first one, and i dont like this, we sense some bad smell, like the smell of burning plastic.

I thought my laptop is burn, since that my laptop is in my room, but it isnt mine, instead my housemate laptop adapter is KO.

then we found that  plastic smell in my room is actually from the extension wire, another down.  Even the fan and lamp in living room also spoiled.

we even call the security come. of course, they are SECURITY GUARD not TECHNICIAN, they cant help anything ( i wonder who is the stupid guy who phone them come), what can they do is just stand beside and " oh", "hmm", "wah".

I thought tat’s all the thing is broken, and tat’s not all. after dinner, i just discovered that every single socket in my room is, BROKEN… ! Im not very care bout this first, what makes me angry like mad is, my 8 port switch( or router for not given misunderstanding) (and shoot! i just bought it for few months only!)is dead, and tat:

DAMN-STUPID-SLOW-BUT-THE-ONLY-INTERNET PORT also dead! F*** it!! I CANT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT ONLINE!

DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!DAMN IT!

U DRIVE ME REALLY REALLY MAD. DONT EVEN THINK U CAN EARN ONE CENT FROM ME NEXT YEAR, NO MATTER U ARE WAT DATO OR DATIN OR ANYTHING ELSE I STILL WANNA TELL YOU THAT :

GTH  !!! 

I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS PLACE ASAP!

    i keep tell(or hypnotize? )myself,whether is a positive  or negative events there’s is an reason for let each of them happened around me,  bad things happened  maybe is a warning for me of take concern of anything, good things perhaps is a reward of wat had i done is good…

like, my grandmum’s death is maybe telling us that we should appreciate everything around us before it’s too late for anything;  get a bad cgpa is just another way of telling me  "study more, less play games",  and, from malacca campus shift to cyber jaya campus, which is quite a new place, not much shops or places to go, wanna tell me to pay more attention to study, or "keep fit"? (gainning lots of weights during @ malacca, or i should call it FAT)so, i usually accept wat will happen on me..

however, there is something that is unacceptable,

WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF FAIL ME MY DRIVING TEST~!!!! MY PRACTICE IS NOT MUCH MISTAKE AS U SAID  AND U FAIL ME!!! I DONT HAVE LOTS OF TIME TO RETAKE THE TEST, SOMEMORE RETAKE THE TEST NEED TO PAY MORE!  RENEW L LISENCE, AND THAT STUPID RETAKE FEES . THERE IS NO OTHER ANY PURPOSE FOR ME BUT GIVE MORE MONEY INTO THEIR POCKET ONLY !!! FTW!!

For today, i suppose to be go out count down with my frens, but i didnt, because of im not really like the crowdy place, sorry bout that..

Actually i not really know the date, coz usually we celebrate grandma’s birthday according to the date on lunar calandar. Until when I went back for funeral of her, i asked my younger brother, "how is she dead", "something like internal organ bleeding", he said.

"And did she celebrate this year birthday?"Im dont know bout it, since that im not in penang. "she’s birthday is on 24th, do u think did she?"

She’s dead on 16 Dec, 10.13 a.m. It’s the massive upper gastrointestinal bleed (sounds more like respiration system bleed, well, im not good in bio) which took her life away. grandma, if u are still here, you would have a best birthday celebration than ever, cause everybody are prepared everything for this. But, ur health condition are not allow you to do so…

The celebration is still carry on, today, mom told me that. well, i wonder how would her birthday celebration looks like, but what i know is, it’s more different from before, without the main character in it,( or maybe she is there, nobody’s know) and the atmosphere, is quiet, and sorrow..

although i cant attended ur birthday, and sorry for i miss out ur birthday last 2 years, but still i wan to say this: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GRANDMA …

“薤上露，何易晞！露晞明朝更复落，人死一去何时归！”《薤露》

.. just heard something from my bro, on messenger. My grandma, who is suffered form  various illness, was sent to hospital coz was founded that she was having internal bleeding on digestion system. And she will feel no more pain, suffer, anymore …

I dont know what i am thinking, what i am going to do, neither to cry out wildly, nor feel sorry . it just makes me feel uneasy, but i would nt refered it as "sad"..

Well, i wonder what my mom is doing, for her only parent , who is taking care since my grandpa is passed away when my mom was only 7.

Mom just phoned me, and maybe i will back to penang, after the physics mid term test..

She is the only grandparent that i have, she always take care of me more than other grandson (i think, probably), well… dont know how to say bout it, however, ama, rest in peace

Next week final, and i think "that" thing comes again: no mood of study, felling like really very very down without any reason, inside head always comes out some stupid + nonsense thoughts.

It’s already a habit for me,it happened everytime when im goin to face some sort of "big" exam,  since, i think is SPM…

hmm, im not really sure what makes these happen, exam pressure, i guess? or watch too anime , mood get easily varied by the anime i watched currently? ( argh, it’s sounds like very stupid..)

watever, now the most important is , HOW THE HELL I CAN OVERCOME THIS DAMN STUPID FINAL~!!

"that" thing come, i think is few days ago, moodless, once open the book, my head will comes out some stupid question to myself like " why am i here? ", "why am i look so pathentic"  something like that. sometimes i head like my chest is very heavy, unable to breath very well, sigh all the time…

argh, i think im talking crap , again…

(this isnt a new blog, i just founded tat i left it few months ago as a draft, so i try to roughly complete n add on somethin in it …)

just like the previous one, i am lazy for typing, and just keep GunZ, dotA, and RAN, so i  skipped my blog for a long time…

These 5 years already be 1/15 of my life ( if assume that i will live till 75 years old),and these few years,  although it passed quick, but aplenty things occured on my way at pass these few  years…

   Well, once the  year ‘06 reach, everything before  ‘05  are end, and  also my 5 years studies on Jit Sin High School. Much people reckon tat jit sin is a good school.Sadly , now i found tat i have done nothing through out these 5 years in Jit Sin ~! arrghh! this problem was founded when i start was having SPM.Im not very remembered what i did in my past time, what i know is, i didnt do my revision, even when the test just around the corner, i still sit in front of pc oh ya! i waste most of my time with my pc!( although i just start use something tat called ”messenger” when i was form 5 ) What i do is just keep download songs, play games, do whatever things can do with computer ( sry, till now i still dunno how to hack or modify my computer further like those pc experts). So, my results are peter out, every year, from fail only one subject, till pass a few subjects…

    2001 is the first year i came to Jit Sin High School, also the first year i shifted to a new home: from Kota Permai to Tambun Indah, at the start of january, we shifted there for a reasons: my dad’s factory on Kuala Kangsar, Perak, it would be better to stay there because near highway..
When i start to live there, i know nobody. Then i start to know someone when in the taman’s club house, then i know more of them, when i started join them play football in someone’s house garden. Until last year,  when  a little basketball court was built, i knew much more the person who has the same interest with me. oh, that is a nice place, man!

(too bad, it’s almost broken now…)

    Just talk bout my interest to the basketball, i had started my FIRST time play balls in secondary school, when we attend our last house tranning, for the next week sports day.erm, i should say tat i SKIP my house tranning n go for a basketball game … dont know why, since tat day, i began love to play basketball..

(sigh, too bad, since im @ malacca, i lessen my day with basketball…)
(argh, i stop it here, dont know last time wat i wanna to write d :P)