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   arrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh! wat the ****  my house is !!! especially my study room the worst. there’s no  piece is a  good place in my STUpid STUdy room !!!!

    Let just start it on my table, look at this :

My study table are full of SHITs!!! this table is getting worse than before… argh!!! im lazy to tidy up lah!!! Just imagine, if u study among the rubbish like that, HOW CAN U CONCERNTRATE!!!! Comics, Text books , exercise books anything else, all mix like rojak.The cd player, boomerang, all throw at here just like rubbish. ARGHH! wat the!!

And somemore, opposite my table, is da computer, and just look like that <<

see that? aircond above the computer…. dunno why my dad hav use this design, now im get  in trouble!!! Once the air cond is flow up water, my computer is dead!!! argh !!!!!!!!This incident had been happening for few times, and my pc almost Rest In Piece, thanks to the empty book shell, it block most of the water from kill my computer.

Yea, quite a long time i dont write somethin on here, coz buzy and also lazy…

Dunno wat happen to myself, i felt down, is not really down, i should say it “no mood”. The average frequencies that i dribble my ball is getting decreased, and the barangkalian that i appear in basketball court for each day has been decreased from 1 to almost = 0… coz basketball is = my life, that means the barangkalian that i play ball is berkadar terus kepada my life….

Now, i am startin to feel the meaningless of the life, just like a zombie, walkin every place, without an aim, dont hav a destiny, and no more future… inside my heart now is just a blank, just like empty tin, nothing inside…

Maybe is the SPM trial exam that made me like that. It is a important exam to every form 5s’. Perhaps is too important to everyone or just myself, and im gettin felt that this exam is important to me, no more… After these 3 days of trial exam, i cant sense any nervous on myself, even alittle bit also dont hav. Im i over-confident? or ready to let go everything? I cant give this question’s anwser… coz i dunno WHAT HAPPEN TO MYSELF …

I cant be think so much now, what can i do know is, keep going as a stupid zombie wif an empty heart, walk for, nothing…