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   Actually i dont hav mind to write these, but it seems that today is the day before SPM, and im quite boring in this hot afternoon futhermore is quite on long time i didnt update my blog, thus i decide to waste my time here…

    Yea, a week before SPM, erm, i think is  on Raya’s celebration, my family and few cousins went to Cameron Highland (=.=” … i think i start this topic strangely…)  well, i think  i went this vacation just on time, coz my mind just get stucked with the stupid facts of biology !!! (argh! biology! hate u forever!)…

   However, going there at that time shouldnt be a good thing at all. due to the raya celebration, it is a public holiday, so everyone also come out for holiday. and becoz everyone comes out for holiday, the traffic is f***king JAMMED!!! we just reached that foot hill at 11 am. But when we reached our destination at 4 pm!!!! wat the ****!!! trafic jam happened at cameron all the way!!!
Perhaps the road on cameron is too narrow, the cars slowed down at every strawberry farm, tea farm, towns and some more…

    Something’s silly is, u will noticed that some places at there are having the most alike name, on the way i hav saw "rose farm", "rose valley", "rose garden" and so on. then you will see "bee farms", "bee valleys" … these few words dont always appear in the places name : strawberry, bees, tea, rose, farms, valley,  garden…

    It was a unsleepable night at cameron, we slept in somewhere an apartment. The facts that i couldnt  sleep  were : the air is cool enough and no need hav a air-cond or even fans ( but its freezing cool at late night, if u dont wear more cloths, u may get freezed!!!) besides, the main fact was THAT MOSQUITO KEEPS BITE ME ALL DA NIGHTS!!! ARGH!!! that night i picked a wrong room — the room with the window that faced directly on a jungle!!! we had to open window so that the fresh air comes in, and the stupid mosquito comes in, too… they should set up a mosquito net at the windows before that, and the next morning, my whole body is full of "kisses of mosquito" …

     Actually we dont go much place in cameron. We just went to a tea farm and Cactus Valley, then we went back. Its the shortest vacation that i hav taken!!!just because of  that stupid SPM just around the corner, we forced to be back as earier as we could … However, on a positive sides, we had spent the least money on this vacation than ever!!!

     Before i and my stupid topic, just wanna to warn somebody who will going there, when u saw some nice-looking fruit like this :

dont ever try to buy it! u will regret!!!! it is apple but when u eat it, it’s like cucumber more than an apple… now these to apples that my mom bought i think will be destroyed anytime…

自信，骄傲，何以区分？两者兼需了解自己的忧点，但以着不同的方法去表达它。但，为何有人会把自信当成是骄傲？

思考，忧虑，何以区分？两者兼都是在想，但想着不同的东西。但，为何有人会把在思考的人当成是忧虑的一分子？

我说的话，你说的话，何以区分？
两者兼从嘴里说出来的，但是是从不同的嘴。但，为何别人所说的都是对的，而我经常会说错话？

Just happen yesterday, we dont goto school (coz PMR), so dad’s brought us to have a breakfast at seberang perai well known Loh Mee ( dunno really or not …). Yea, is the first time of my life, 1 breakfast, eat  1 kind Loh Mee only, 4 person, and we hav eaten 70 RINGGITS !!!! wow ! trust me, it is the truth, and im not really remember wat we ate …  wat  i remember is, the hawker are wasting the most time on us … and a few people whose sittin around us get shocked wif our appetite.

   Im proud of my family’s gargantuan appetite, that’s why 2 of our family is overweight ( my bro and dad) and overheight ( me and my dad), and my mom need to keep fit for the rest of time …
 

   arrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh! wat the ****  my house is !!! especially my study room the worst. there’s no  piece is a  good place in my STUpid STUdy room !!!!

    Let just start it on my table, look at this :

My study table are full of SHITs!!! this table is getting worse than before… argh!!! im lazy to tidy up lah!!! Just imagine, if u study among the rubbish like that, HOW CAN U CONCERNTRATE!!!! Comics, Text books , exercise books anything else, all mix like rojak.The cd player, boomerang, all throw at here just like rubbish. ARGHH! wat the!!

And somemore, opposite my table, is da computer, and just look like that <<

see that? aircond above the computer…. dunno why my dad hav use this design, now im get  in trouble!!! Once the air cond is flow up water, my computer is dead!!! argh !!!!!!!!This incident had been happening for few times, and my pc almost Rest In Piece, thanks to the empty book shell, it block most of the water from kill my computer.

Yea, quite a long time i dont write somethin on here, coz buzy and also lazy…

Dunno wat happen to myself, i felt down, is not really down, i should say it “no mood”. The average frequencies that i dribble my ball is getting decreased, and the barangkalian that i appear in basketball court for each day has been decreased from 1 to almost = 0… coz basketball is = my life, that means the barangkalian that i play ball is berkadar terus kepada my life….

Now, i am startin to feel the meaningless of the life, just like a zombie, walkin every place, without an aim, dont hav a destiny, and no more future… inside my heart now is just a blank, just like empty tin, nothing inside…

Maybe is the SPM trial exam that made me like that. It is a important exam to every form 5s’. Perhaps is too important to everyone or just myself, and im gettin felt that this exam is important to me, no more… After these 3 days of trial exam, i cant sense any nervous on myself, even alittle bit also dont hav. Im i over-confident? or ready to let go everything? I cant give this question’s anwser… coz i dunno WHAT HAPPEN TO MYSELF …

I cant be think so much now, what can i do know is, keep going as a stupid zombie wif an empty heart, walk for, nothing…

Maybe this will be nothing to others, but it is an good news for myself, coz i no need to crazy bout biology now !!!! but also need to face it after school holiday, T.T. I should register for not taking for biology paper in SPM, now im starting to feel regret that im not going to 5S10 which is no need to take for this subject…

Maybe im not really good at memorize something, coz mid year exam im fail the only 2 subject—- Biology and History, badly, ugly, almost get grade E … many people told me that these subject should be read early, ya , i tried before, and get the almost same marks …. hai …. should i give up these 2 subjects for SPM?

Dunno wat happen to me, i cant even concentrate in revision now. The stupid SPM is already around the corner, is about 100 days left, and suddenly i feel no mood to read … Should  I do wat now? =.= …

WAAAA !!! SPM IS  > 100 days FROM NOW !!! SCHOOL TEST IS > 30 FROM NOW !!! AND MY MOST SUCKS SUBJECT – BIOLOGY TEST IS > 14 DAYS LEFT FROM NOW ON !!! WAAAA !!!! WHY THE TEACHERS ARE DONE THAT TO ME !!!! T.T …

I DONT EVEN HAVE MOOD TO READ NOW !!!  THIS TIME PEPERIKSAAN I SURE DIE LIAO !!!

31st of july, once again im wasting my time on the basketball court. but this time, im not at either the kota permai basketball court, or the court at jit sin high school, or even not in the little playground with a small size basketball court, this time, by my teammates car, we goto the  petronas service station( is actually a petrol station)  which  located in seberang  perai.ya , we  are  taking part of petronas 3 on 3 basketball 2005.

there’s about 170 teams take part in this competition, if i dont mistaken. the open ceremony looks so suck. they call someone tat dont hav any sense about the basketball to shoot in a ball as open ceremony …

our first game is about half past eleven, after 18 games over. the first game of the match is start from  8 oclock , and we been standing there for doing nothing  for 3 hours!!! this one really wasting time.

the thing tat i dont like mostly is: the time for a game is too short,
i cannot even see clearly how the oppenent play, and how do they look,
the game end. we are there about 9hours and just play for  a total of
15minutes ball . At least there giv about 10 minutes for a game play, 5
minutes is too short lah!!!

we lose on our third game , which is the game that we versus keat huat. is valdor’s team. they play quite well, and quite rough. my teammates are injured after this game and also myself … we had nothing to say bout the match , because it is a street basketball, the refree’s whistle become not very sensitive… if theres still a chance to play wif them, i will bring along a hammer to the game…

the school held d stupid event, and i go to partipate the stupid event, and waste my whole morning at that stupid Mengkuang Dam!!!  Mengkuang dam "mini sized marathon", the distance i think is <5 km. I thought that this activities will fill up my Saturday morning, who knows that goto there is more wasting time … argh! I shouldnt pass up my form last time …
fewer form 5’s participate in this run, i think is +-30 people only… and im one of the stupid dumb ass… in addition, the form 6’s are lazy to run, so there’s no doubt that i can get ranking about  < 20.
but too bad, the people who get the prize are participants who get d ranking <10, and i get only 16 …
Sh*t, next time i will run with using my roller skates!!!